So this is day 4, honestly until now I’m still having difficulty in reminding myself every hour to feel God’s presence since I don’t have a watch that beeps every hour but I’m still trying. I made a lot of post-it to remind me every hour that I need to feel God’s presence and to pray also. I also made this picture on my phone’s wallpaper since I always have my phone with me and I’m always looking at it time to time.

I just realized the importance of constant communication with God in order for us to have a close relationship with Him, just like any other relationship. Maintaining a relationship really needs an effort, you can’t just sit there and wait until you feel better to put back the closeness again. It needs an effort or a little sacrifice also.

This morning, upon reminding myself that I have my 60-60, I can sense that there’s something wrong in me and I just can’t understand it. Then, I realized maybe that could be an unconfessed sin or there is still something I must give up but all I know that I want is to be free from it. I feel much better now, what I just need to do is to unload everything to Him ( I just realized).

As I continue my 60-60 experiment, I learn how to appreciate God’s presence with me as I come to Him in every (even simple) decisions in my life every moment, thinking if it’ll going to please Him or not.

I feel so lazy to attend the church service today because it’s raining and it’s just not safe, but then as I acknowledge His presence I ask myself (I don’t know if it was me or His Spirit within) Would you think God will be pleased by your decision? Can you give me an excused reason why you don’t want to attend church service today? The scenario in my head was so simple but then I can see how this 60-60 experiment works. It’s definitely seeking His face first before acting out.

This day is great, I can’t wait for tomorrow. 🙂

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